Surviving After All Of The Labels

So you look at me and you see happy go lucky woman.

But the layers that are formed inside of me are because of what I have seen.

I have seen so much lies and deceit, yet I see the good in all it can be.

I have seen the tears and the fears, yet I seem to know things will eventually be okay, and we all can be free.

I see the setbacks and live the hardships , yet I smile from it all.

My father hid a secret for years and came to us with honesty and truth and now I am a child of divorce. But with this I survived some of the hardest judgements of my time, and watching him free to be himself and live a life he could only dream. Gay and happy has so much beauty.

I have survived the bad decisions I have made that were not truly me, and I was found behind bars without a place to go. But you know I might be a ex felon for life, but I will always be full of love and good times and experiences that I can’t buy.

I went on the journey of infertility and I felt the emptiness inside. Infertile I will always be and the obstacles are a plenty but damn am I blessed to be a mom of 3, all because of this thing called science.

I survived infidelity not knowing why this happened to me. Lost without a path in sight but got to find the girl that I had once left behind. there will be things that break your heart but it will remind your of your vision. I picked up all the broken pieces and I got to the truth I needed for me.

So if survivor to you means lessons learned and experiences a plenty, then I am a survivor of life, so bring it on , the world is full of many.